Breaking up...trick...is it terrible of me?

My bf of the last two years and I are meeting tomorrow to have one last day to see each other before we break up. I still love him and I know he loves me but the pion we once felt is gone from all the stress and fighting of being so far apart. I know we can fix this if we can just remember the pion we once felt for each other. I am planning to take him to the place we met and have a nice day being crazy and laughing and remembering. I am hoping to get him to remember how much fun we used to have and to want me again. I also got a male enhancement shot. Now I kinda feel bad about it because I plan to slip it into his drink and get him hard at the same time I remind him of all the happy times we have had. I want to be able to make love to him with the carefree pion we used to have. Is it so wrong of me to want that?